October 19, 2005

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  This is the same character as the last two posts, except as a human. Drawing all those anthro sketches isn't really my style, so I just had to do this one to break the pattern for a little bit. She still doesn't have a name yet, though. So um, I guess I'll just keep referring to her as Red Panda, even though she's human here. Anyhow, feedback welcome.

  
  

  

  
  

  Options: I might replace the No Bikes pole with a skateboard. I think it would add more personality to the picture and give her a little more edge.

  
  

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  let's get a real update on you dude, are you drawing all day? Posted 10/19/2005 at 9:05 PM by iLLyuJa - delete - block user     No. It's just that I've been having a huge bout of writer's block lately. Normally I write fairly well, but these days I look at my keyboard and just draw a huge blank. Drawing just happens to be the other thing I do besides write, and I've never had artist's block before. Anyhow, my life, eh? Hm. Well, let's see. I'll just make a boring list, because I can't come up with a creative way to describe my life right now.   I might wait to go to SoCal until after I get a BFA in Fine Art or Computer Art, but I've decided that I'm definately moving away from here at some point in the future. Growing up here has been great, but I don't want to settle down here. As of next month, I won't be working in Manhattan anymore. The commute alone is killing me, not to mention the expense and the extra taxes. Ick. My enthusiasm for church is wearing thin. Part of this is all the politics and drama that inevitably go along with attending a Korean church of any kind, but my father is the Deacon, and so it doesn't reflect well on him for me not to go. I do believe in God, but I feel church should be a place where you're reminded of God, not where you're reminded of why you dislike church politics. So I guess I'm going to church for the wrong reasons at the moment, which to me is a signal that I should stop. My sister is moving back in soon. Although I adore my younger sister and we get along well, we haven't lived under the same roof in . . . like a decade or so. I can only imagine the screaming and yelling that awaits me in the near future. (Not one sided yelling. We'll both be yelling. At each other.) My dog, who has spent the better part of her life as the most docile, passive canine you've ever met, actually had the balls to growl at me yesterday when I attempted to take away an apple core from her that she had dug out of the garbage. She was severely scolded and reprimanded for this action. (But I never hit her. That would traumatize her.) She's back to being her passive, obedient self. Can't have her questioning my authority, you know. With the big Three-Oh looming on the horizon, my mother is placing a lot of pressure on me to find a good job and settle down and create a family. It wouldn't be so bad, though, if I didn't live under the same roof as her. I suppose it's self inflicted, though, because I choose to live here. Oh, the sacrifices we make for the sake of our education. My parents are pressuring me to sell my car. I don't want to sell my car. My car is my baby. She's mine. I payed for her with my own, hard earned money without a single red cent from anyone. The only way anyone else is getting their hands on her title is if they pry it from my cold, dead hands. I'm thinking of joining a gym. I've never had a dedicated exercise routine before, and I'm told it will help me immensely with my ADD. Not to mention all the positive health benefits. And the positive mental benefits. And it'll keep me busy and focused. With my high metabolism, maybe my body will react well to exercise. Meh, the rest is boring normal stuff that happens to everyone. Eating out, meeting folks, watching tv or anime, and such. I've taken to reading relationship / dating columns lately, though I'm not entirely certain why. Some of the theories and methods floating about are quite interesting, though. Most seem a little too involved and complicated to me, not because I don't understand the premise, but more because I doubt I could do something so rehearsed and premeditated. I just kinda take things as they happen. Anyhow, that's my exciting life at the moment. I know, I know. I probably could've really spiced it up if I tried. But like I said, the well of literary creativity has run dry. I'm all tapped out. So for now, enjoy the pictures. If any of you want to suggest topics for me to write about, I'm pretty open minded, as long as it's an inspired topic. Not anything like "Talk about your favorite color!"

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