November 1, 2005
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In Between
Right now I feel like I'm neither here nor there, not really in a specific place, per se, but more like on a road in the middle of nowhere between where I was and where I'm going. I've admittedly felt a bit unfocused lately (well, more so than usual), besides my art, which I always strive to improve, I wonder if there isn't more I should be doing.
When in pursuit of a purpose or goal, many of us need a renewal of inspiration, energy, and faith once in a while to keep going and stay motivated. Just like a little push or tap to remind you of why you're doing it. In my current state of being in between, I'm finding it difficult to self motivate. I wonder and question things frequently, especially related to what I'm doing and why. I think maybe I've lost perspective. Like when you're walking through the plains, or in a desert, or sailing across the ocean, you lose perspective of how far you might've come or how much more there is to go.
I wonder many things, but most of all I wonder what's the right thing. I guess that when it comes to your own life, you could argue philosophically that there isn't really a right or wrong choice, just ones you later might have preferred over others. But right now as I stand at the crossroads, I feel a bit apprenhensive. Which way should I go? Given a choice, I think I would prefer a sign from God, but seeing as how that's unlikely, I'm going to just have to go with something and learn to live with it. Maybe everything else will follow afterwards.
Comments (7)
an important existential lesson today.
I know this is clique, but just follow ur heart, gut instincts and ur inspiration ^_^
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you can do it... go with your gut.
until it happens, preparation is only the mind being occupied with useless worries.
roll eyes at self.
worries are useless.
i think we all know what the "right thing" is for us. when i'm indecisive, i talk to a close friend to help me work it out. i need an outside perspective to just listen and interpret what i'm saying. it's been very effective.
well, chances are this isn't the first time or the last time you'll be at a cross roads. i like to choose the option with the less regret. if i do this, will i still think maybe's about the other option? anyway, good luck. and your artwork looks nice.
hey I know how you feel~ I feel like that all the time, especially now that I'm supposed to be graduating and I haven't got a clue as to what I want to do in life. Sometimes you have to go with the flow of things. Life is allll about decision making... good luck whatever pass you choose to take ;]
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