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  • Ten Things That Make Me Happy
    Tagged by Phuong_Phan




    1. Fooood. I love food. I love food more than is healthy for any one person to love anything. I'm not sure where this comes from, but eating is just really enjoyable to me. The different smells, flavors, and textures... Ok, I have to stop before I make myself hungry.


    2. My dog. I own a dog named Marble. She's the cutest, most loyal, energetic, intelligent dog you've ever met. After striking out twice with my previous dogs, I hit a home run with this one. (Third times a charm, I guess.) Even my mom (who's the primary reason we had to get rid of our two previous dogs.) can't find a good reason to get rid of her, because there's just no reason to dislike her. Even though she's middle aged now, she still catches a frisbee like she's a teenager.


    3. My Volkswagen GTI. Joy? From a car? Well, believe it or not, I actually did a significant amount of research before I purchased my current car and I carefully selected the one I felt was best for me. I love driving my car down winding roads and through scenic suburban landscapes. It's meditative in its own way.


    4. Music. I love listening to music of many different types and genres. No matter how large my music collection grows, I still feel like I need more. More songs, more variety, more to listen to. I've been tempted to return to playing music on more than one occasion, but I just haven't found the time yet. Some day.


    5. A good story. Whether it's a movie, a tv show, a cartoon, anime, a book, or whatever form it takes, I love a good story. It doesn't have to have a happy ending or anything, as long as it's interesting and well written.


    6. Calvin and Hobbes. I know Bill Watterson has a billion fans, but ever since my cousin David introduced me to the comic many years ago, I've been an avid fan. Maybe it's because I identify with Calvin in some ways, especially the way he constantly daydreams. It's just a great cartoon strip. It's too bad there aren't any strips like that anymore. It really feels like it's a dying art. I've always wondered how he found the inspiration to do one every day.


    7. Video Games. I love video games. I don't think I need to explain this too much. A lot of you guys out there love video games too. It's escapism at its best. (Or worst, as the case may be.)


    8. Spring/Autumn. Spring and Autumn are my favorite seasons of the year. I love the temperature, the cool breeze, the colors and scents, and just the whole feel of it. It feels like the most comfortable and natural time of the year to me.


    9. Drawing. I love to create things, and drawing falls under that category. Granted, the quality of my art tends to vary, largely because I tend to be impatient and rush my work. If I really sit down and force myself, though, I can create really nice art. I should, one of these days, just to prove to myself that I can still make a really nice, detailed work of art that took me longer than an hour or two to produce. I think drawings are a great way of expressing emotions, feelings, stories, and pretty much everything you might want to say. As the saying goes, a picture is worth a thousand words. A well rendered drawing can go a long way to communicating what you want.


    10. Writing. I love to write, almost as much as I like to draw. Lately, though, I've been somewhat burned out on writing, as evidenced by my fairly lackluster Xanga entries. I've always been an above average writer, and if I had more time, I'd definitely want to better hone my writing skills.

    No need to write a serious entry. No one reads Xanga on Friday anyway.

  • Noble Scarlet


    Guardian Angel


    This is the painting I created for my grandfather. It took me about a weeks worth of time, painting during my free time on and off. It's done on 24" x 30" pre-stretched canvas using acrylic paint (I don't much like oil paints). The photograph is of poor quality because it was taken using my cellphone camera, due to the fact that my sister lost (misplaced, whatever)  the connection cable that goes from our digital camera to the computer. Though the higher quality picture exists, I have no way to get it from the camera to the computer. Anyhow, my grandfather underwent surgery recently to remove one of his kidneys. He's doing ok, but I figured it'd be nice to give him a gift that's more personal than something store bought. I'm not sure if it's truly finished yet. I might still pick at it here and there.

  • Forgotten History


    Firstly, read this article posted by ispork about how some Japanese people are hating on other Asians. (Specifically Koreans.) Honestly? I don't hate Japanese people. I know my parent's generation doesn't really harbor a great fondness for them (as evidenced by my mother, who always feels it her duty to remind me that "Japanese girls are tricky") But there's just something innately wrong about not owning up to the things you've done in the past. As a Catholic, for example, I will fully admit the Catholic Church has had a less than perfect history. (In fact, the history of the Catholic Church is a rather messy affair, to say the least.) As an American, I will likewise admit that my nation's past is not exactly spotlessly clean. As a Korean, well... I'm not too well versed on Korean history, but near as I can understand it, Korea has mostly been victimized during its history by its two neighbors China and Japan (and people wonder why it's called the Hermit Kingdom), but I'm sure there are some colorful mistakes sprinkled in there too.


    What I hate is when people don't own up to their mistakes and fail to take responsibility for their actions. So what am I to assume, that in the face of a potential Asian rival nation that is slowly rising in success that they fall back on the same centuries old practices that led them to what eventually became World War II? That they are unwilling to teach their own students the reality of what happened in World War II and what led to their nation being the way it is today? That they are reacting to Korea and China's recent economic (and mass media related) successes by increasing their prejudice and hatred for their neighbors?


    Anger begets anger. Hatred begets hatred. Instead of being perhaps happy for Korea that they got to share the prestige of co-hosting the World Cup, or that South Korea made it all the way up to the match against Germany, let's hate them instead like they used to half a century ago. I mean it worked out so well back then, didn't it? What with the war and all the lives lost, not to mention the atrocities, the spent resources, the humiliation they were forced to endure when they were utterly defeated. Let's not forget the two cities that were leveled to the ground and all the thousands that died in countless numbers of horrible, unspeakable ways. But no, let's forget all that ever happened, not mention a word of any of it to our children, and teach them that it's ok to hate our neighbors. That's a great lesson to be learned. Who cares about unity, equality, or the fact that China, Korea, and Japan probably share a lot more in common with one another than they ever will with any of the other nations of the world. Let's forget all that and keep hating each other. That seems like a keen idea. That way, we can always have something to focus on and someone to blame for our woes.


    The Europeans have managed to set aside enough of their differences to form the EU. Will that ever happen in Asian? Pfft. Not within my lifetime, I bet. Germany reunited, yet Korea remains divided. The European nations are slowly (but painfully) progressing towards forming a cohesive, unified whole, despite their differences in language, culture, and religion. And yet the same possibility in Asia seems so distant and far off, I dare say it seems impossible. Perhaps it is impossible. We are blinded by our hatred. Blinded by our prejudice.


    But most of all, we are blinded by our pride.


    How can we honestly expect to get along with the rest of the world, when we are unable to get along with our own neighbors who share the most in common with us?



     


    Superman Returns


    Ok, so I admit, I'm a comicbook geek of sorts. I don't really read them anymore, but I probably know more about them than any one person really should, and I own more than any other person I know. So there's been speculation, doubts, and rumors flying about regarding the new Superman movie. In light of the rollercoaster ride that has been the fifth Superman movie thus far, I'm frankly not too shocked. So let me point out a few known facts about Superman Returns to ease any doubts you may have:




    1. The movie is being directed by Bryan Singer, who directed the first two X-Men movies and left the directing chair of X3 (the third X-Men movie) in order to direct Superman.


    2. The movie follows the already existing continuity of the comicbooks and Superman movies that preceed it.


    3. The role of Jor-El, Superman's Kryptonian birth father, is being reprised by none other than the deceased Marlon Brando, who played the role in the original Christopher Reeve movies. This is thanks to the magic of Hollywood and a bunch of old edits and cuts he filmed that were never used.


    4. All of those odd stories you heard about Superman being completely rewritten and modernized might have been true at one time, but are not true with regards to this particular movie. According to Bryan Singer, the movie remains mostly faithful to the way Superman is portrayed in the comics and was portrayed by Christopher Reeve.


    5. Superman / Clark Kent is being played by Brandon Routh, who bears a pretty striking resemblence to Christopher Reeve, and like Reeve, was a little known soap opera actor before this movie.


    6. Lex Luthor will be a normal, powerless human being (albeit a criminally inclined one) played by Kevin Spacey.

    If you're hankering for more info, read some brief highlights of Bryan Singer's interview at Princeton by following this link.

  • Crash


    On my sister's insistence, I saw Crash today, a movie whose premise I knew nothing about until I actually went to watch it. Firstly, I want to say that I felt it was a great movie. It didn't feel contrived or predictable, and I definately felt a strong message come across. That having been said, I think it's strange the way we bury these issues just below the surface, knowing that they exist, knowing that they affect us, knowing that we are forced to deal with them on a fairly consistent basis.


    Many of us try our best to be above these prejudices, to avoid falling victim to judging others, but even the best of us fall victim once in a while. It's hard, if only because we are a visual culture, and as such we tend to naturally rely heavily on what our eyes tell us. Our time is precious, and so we attempt to assess other people as quickly as possible, in order to more efficiently budget our time. I don't have time to deal with this person right now. How many times a day do you think that? I wonder to myself how many times I might have uttered something insensitive without even realizing it. It comes so naturally, many of us aren't even aware that we're doing it when it happens.


    What I loved most of all, though, was how everyone's lives cross-crossed and intertwined without them even truly realizing it on any conscious level. It made the title of the movie and the first opening lines feel really powerful and true. Just the complexity and scope of how our actions affect us is probably beyond our ability to calculate. For example, today on a program called Nova I was watching on PBS, a scientist mentioned how the increase in strong hurricanes this year was due to a mere one degree increase in the ocean's global average temperature. Just one degree. He attributed that rise in temperature to global warming, which is mostly attributed to our own actions. And yet no one would normally think to make that association, that using a car, spraying hairspray, or any number of other things would somehow result in the recent rise in hurricanes this season, or the slow melting of the Arctic Ocean and subsequent rise in sea levels.


    Our lives are all seemingly linked, tangled, and intertwined in a massive, invisible web whose strings none of us can really see. Our actions tug on these unseen strings and affect others we've never even met, and don't even know in ways we never could have guessed. Life's funny that way. In that way, at least, we all do truly make a difference, merely by our continued existance.


    -=* Edit *=-


    In other news, I'm working on a traditional painting (on canvas) right now for my grandfather, who has just come out of surgery to remove one of his kidneys. My mother kept suggesting I draw him something, so I figured I should do something more permanent. Granted, I'm not a terrific painter, but I'm pretty happy with how this one is turning out. With my level of skill, though, it'll probably just look like a normal drawing, except done on a huge canvas. Heh.


  • I wasn't expecting to see this when I went to the movies on Friday. If you've seen Harry Potter, you've seen this trailer, but here I give it to you anyway. I'm such a comicbook geek.  It looks much better than I thought it would. It won't start automatically, you have to press "play". This is for the convenience of all those people who hate autoplaying. I sympathize.


    -=* In Other News *=-


    So the now retired RiceBunny has helped form a new site with Keni(iiiii etc.), and I was browsing through it when I stumbled upon an entry about abortion. Normally, I try to avoid the topic altogether, if only because people feel so strongly about it and it always leads to arguments, no one ever sees eye to eye, and it all becomes so incredibly messy. Ultimately, the entire ordeal of discussing it becomes tedious, because many people's opinions are already formed and set in stone, and trying to talk about it amounts to treading water. Anyway, I inevitably fell victim to my desire to comment. I had considered posting it here, but I opted to venture on the side of caution, lest I invoke a whirlwind of arguments here on my blog, which I really don't want to deal with. If you want to read my comments, go here to this link:


    http://minglethis.com/entries/0511/abortion.html


    And click on the little "comments" link under the article, right above Michelle's picture. My comment is in two parts and should be at the bottom. (I apparently discovered the character limited of the comment system, because it cut off my comment and I had to divide it into two comments. Heh.)


    In my own defense, for those of you pro-choicers ready to ream me a new @$$hole after reading my lengthy, Christian-tainted comment, I'm divided on the issue as far as the whole policy of our nation is concerned. I myself am Pro-Life. I would never condone or encourage an abortion, except under extreme circumstances. But, in light of the fact that our country is (more or less) democratic (or tries to be), and that my opinions are of a highly religious nature, and the fact that I really hate laws that have a heavily relgious taint to them, I am Pro-Choice when it comes to the policy of our country. Why? Well, I have no proof my beliefs are absolutely true. I have no proof because my religion is based on faith, which by its very nature, is built on the foundation that you believe without any proof at all. Granted, I tried my best to present evidence to support my pro-life stance, but ultimately in the big scheme of things, I feel like people who don't want to believe it, won't believe it no matter who says it or what they say. And really, I only apply my pro-life stance to myself and I exercise the right to believe whatever the hell I want to believe. I'm not forcing any of you out there to be pro-life, so don't leave me hateful comments about how I'm encouraging all kinds of evil-badness.

  • Give Thanks


    So Thanksgiving is coming this week. I can feel it in my bones, I only have to make it through two more work days. The great part is that I get to eat twice. Woot. My immediate family (mother, father, sister) celebrates on Wednesday, because on Thursday our extended family (cousins, aunts, uncles) all gets together to celebrate. Over the years, as people have moved away or drifted apart, the attendance numbers seem to vary, but most of us who live on the east coast make it every year.


    Once upon a time, many years ago, my father's brothers and sisters used to all bring their families together several times a year on holidays and just on random occasions. We all lived in New York City at the time, and it was fun, being kids all around the same age, just hanging out together. My cousins to this day remain the only people close to my age that I've known for that long a time who I still speak with regularly. Our parents have all since had a major falling out with each other. The inevitable drama that comes with having a large family eventually caused seperations and schisms that make true reunions rare. About a decade or so ago, when we were all reaching college age, we made a pact to continue meeting even if our parents stopped our traditional meetings. Up until that time, we were mostly dependent upon our parents to take us to these gatherings, but we were becoming adults, and so even now, we continue to meet, at least once a year, to catch up, talk about old times, and sarcastically mock one another by recalling embarassing memories. But with everyone getting married and everything, it's kinda mellowed lately. They talk about kids, business, work, their mortage and such. Not that I don't find such discussions exhilirating, but you know. I guess it's just a sign that we're all growing up.


    I'm thankful for a lot of things, but I guess mostly for my family. I think it's really important to have a healthy relationship with your family, because so much about a person seems to ride on your experiences with your family growing up. For my part, I'm grateful that my family is my family. They're not perfect, but I think overall, everything turned out pretty good.


    New Picture


    Skuld Colored'


    It's Skuld from Ah, My Goddess! (aka Oh, My Goddess! aka Aa! Megami-sama!) This is just a warm-up picture for my next project, which will be a fairly ambitious illustration of this character and her angel, Noble Scarlet. For those of you who are unfamiliar with this anime, Skuld here is a goddess and, like all goddesses, is assigned an angel that is bonded to her. It lives inside of her, and only appears once in a while (generally when she's in a heck of a lot of trouble).

  • Cyborg003


    Francoise Arnoul


    aka Cyborg 003, from the anime Cyborg 009. 003 has super senses and can see, hear, and generally sense things much better than a normal person. Because of the nature of her abilities, she rarely fights and also happens to be the only female member on the team. She's also the caretaker of Cyborg 001 (Ivan Whisky), who happens to be only six months old.

  • Sailor Saturn


    Sailor Saturn


    My cousin Christy requested I draw a Sailor Moon character, so I chose my favorite one. I think Hotaru is generally under represented as far as Sailor Moon characters go, maybe because she's not as happy-cheerful as the others, or maybe because of her tragic background, or maybe because she's the Senshi of Death and Destruction with a big glaive that's supposed to hold the power to destroy the world/universe.

  • And Now For Something Completely Different


    TOKYO (AP) - The only daughter of Japan's Emperor Akihito and Empress Michiko married a childhood friend Tuesday and began life as a commoner after moving out of the royal palace and giving up the title of princess so the wedding could take place.


    Princess Sayako didn't just give up her title and status to marry Yoshiki Kuroda, she's also giving up her royal allowance and all the privileges she was once permitted as Princess. I suppose the notion that she's giving up all that for love is something of a romantic idea, but here's something for you to chew on that I know will get at least some of you worked up: Princess Sayako's brothers (Akishino and Naruhito) are not subject to the same rules that require she give up her title, status, and ties to royalty in order to marry a commoner. She is also forbidden from ruling as Empress, since women are not permitted to be elevated to the thrown. All of this wouldn't even be an issue, perhaps, if there were a male heir, but apparently according to the article, there isn't. And so you're left with a Princess who has been stripped of her title and no one to ascend to the thrown because of an outdated law people are reluctant to change.


    I'm going to go back to drawing now.

  • Asian youth persistently harassed by peers, tension driven by changing demographics


    by erin texeira / ap national writer
    NOV 13, 2005 2:40 PM EST


    NEW YORK (AP) -- Eighteen-year-old Chen Tsu was waiting on a Brooklyn subway platform after school when four high school classmates approached him and demanded cash. He showed them his empty pockets, but they attacked him anyway, taking turns pummeling his face.

    He was scared and injured -- bruised and swollen for several days -- but hardly surprised.

    At his school, Lafayette High in Brooklyn, Chinese immigrant students like him are harassed and bullied so routinely that school officials in June agreed to a Department of Justice consent decree to curb alleged "severe and pervasive harassment directed at Asian-American students by their classmates." Since then, the Justice Department credits Lafayette officials with addressing the problem -- but the case is far from isolated.

    Nationwide, Asian students say they're often beaten, threatened and called ethnic slurs by other young people, and school safety data suggest that the problem may be worsening. Youth advocates say these Asian teens, stereotyped as high-achieving students who rarely fight back, have for years borne the brunt of ethnic tension as Asian communities expand and neighborhoods become more racially diverse.

    "We suspect that in areas that have rapidly growing populations of Asian-Americans, there often times is a sort of culture clashing," said Aimee Baldillo of the National Asian Pacific American Legal Consortium. Youth harassment is "something we see everywhere in different pockets of the U.S. where there's a large influx of (Asian) people."

    In the last five years, Census data show, Asians -- mostly Chinese -- have grown from 5 percent to nearly 10 percent of Brooklyn residents. In the Bensonhurst neighborhood, historically home to Italian and Jewish families, more than 20 percent of residents now are Asian. Those changes have escalated ethnic tension on campuses such as Lafayette High, according to Khin Mai Aung, staff attorney at the Asian-American Legal Defense and Education Fund, which is advocating for Lafayette students.

    "The schools are the one place where everyone is forced to come together," Aung said.

    Brooklyn's changes mirror Asian growth nationally. Between 1980 and 2000, the number of Asians and Pacific Islanders grew from 3.7 million to nearly 12 million. After Latinos, Asians are the nation's fastest-growing ethnic group.

    Stories of Asian youth being bullied and worse are common. In recent years:

    -- A Chinese middle schooler in San Francisco was mercilessly taunted until his teacher hid him in her classroom at lunchtime.

    -- Three Korean-American students were beaten so badly near their Queens high school that they skipped school for weeks and begged to be transferred.

    -- A 16-year-old from Vietnam was killed last year in a massive brawl in Boston.

    Some lawmakers have responded. The New York City Council, after hearing hours of testimony from Asian youth, last year passed a bill to track bullying and train educators on prevention. Also last year, California Assemblywoman Judy Chu won passage of a new law to allow hate crimes victims more time -- up to three years -- to file civil suits; the bill was inspired by a 2003 San Francisco incident in which five Asian teens were attacked by a mob of youth.

    In August, the Oakland-based Asian Pacific Islander Youth Violence Prevention Center organized a first-ever conference on the subject in Sacramento. Isami Arifuku, assistant director of the center, said she expected about 200 participants but nearly double that number attended.

    Experts offer several broad explanations for the bullying problem.

    In the broadest strokes, Baldillo said, Asian youth are sometimes small in stature and often adhere to cultural mores urging them to avoid confrontation and focus on academics. Many don't report bullying because they fear repercussions or don't want to embarrass their families, she added.

    Language barriers also exacerbate the situation. "I have to hear, '(Expletive) Chinese!' at least three times a day, and they always say it to people who look weaker and don't speak English," said Rita Zeng, 19 and a senior at Lafayette High. The parents of limited-English students often have little access to translators and struggle to advocate for their children, Aung said.


    Chen Tsu described his beating in April at a subway station, saying through a translator: "Those guys looked like they could kill somebody. ... I was scared to go back to school."

    Increasingly, some victims are fighting back. A 2003 California survey by the Services and Advocacy for Asian Youth Consortium found that 14 percent of Asian youth said they join gangs for protection. Department of Justice school crime data found the number of Asian youth carrying weapons nearly tripled from 1999 to 2001.

    "There are more Asian kids being brought to juvenile court for assault and battery," Arifuku said. "The thing we're finding in their history is that they had been picked on -- called names and teased -- and in some cases they lashed out and retaliated."

    Advocates and students say that, typically, large fights erupt after weeks or months of verbal taunting.

    That's what happened at Edison High School in Fresno, Calif., according to Malcolm Yeung of the Asian Law Caucus in San Francisco. For months starting late last year, Hmong students had been repeatedly called names and had food thrown at them.

    "There had been patterns of this happening over and over again," said Yeung, whose group investigated the case on behalf of Asian students. "But the school had overlooked the issue."

    On Feb. 25, the lunchtime taunting escalated into fights involving at least 30 students, according to Susan Bedi, spokesman for Fresno Unified School District. Seven students were treated for injuries, 12 were suspended and two faced expulsion, she said. Eight were convicted of misdemeanor assault, said Fresno police Sgt. Anthony Martinez.

    This year, officials at Edison High added more security and started an on-campus human relations council to address ethnic tension, Bedi said.

    At Lafayette High, tension has long been high on campus and in surrounding areas, said Steve Chung, president of the United Chinese Association of Brooklyn, whose group was founded in late 2002 after an earlier student beating. That incident "was like the ignition -- it started a fire" in the community.

    The student, a straight-A senior, was thrashed to unconsciousness while anti-Chinese slurs were yelled at him. Some news reported dubbed the school "Horror High," and Chinese students began going public about the problem.

    "The more we dug into Lafayette High School, the more we found," Chung said.

    Aung's probing revealed that school administrators seemed reluctant to intervene, translation services for parents and students was spotty and teachers who reported the problems may have been punished.

    School officials say some reports were exaggerated. But "the problems there went back many, many years," said Michael Best, general counsel for New York City schools. Since signing the consent decree in June, he said, "the situation at the school in our view is very, very different." A Justice Department spokesman agreed that the school has been "very responsive."

    Teachers this year are getting training to curb harassment, translation services throughout the district have been beefed up, and race relations experts are working with students and staff on campus, deputy New York schools chancellor Carmen Farina said.

    Last year, Lafayette's longtime principal retired, and many are optimistic about the new principal, Jolanta Rohloff. In addition, new vice principal Iris Chiu is fluent in Chinese and working closely with parents and students. "We actively sought someone that we knew could handle the delicacy of the school," Farina said.

    Still, she said, an incident already has been reported since school started: An Asian student was attacked by several classmates on his way to the subway. He suffered minor injuries.


    From the Metro