September 16, 2005

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  The unthinkable has happened. I have officially run out of things to write about. For a while, I had a lot of things I wanted to say, a lot of things I felt compelled to write, but now it just feels a bit forced. I try to write and it's like trying to squeeze blood from a rock, nothing emerges. I feel more compelled to draw. So it seems likely that from this point forward, I'll either: 1) update a lot less frequently or 2) update every day, but the entries will be mundane (like this one) or 3) just start posting scans of all the stuff I draw. #3 seems most likely. (But I make no promises that I won't keep trying to write inspirational stuff. Even if it is somewhat difficult.)

  
  

  In other news, the Mega Millions lottery jack has reached:

  
  

  250 Million Dollars!

  
  

  That's a lot of money by anyone's standards. As per my usual habit, I spent $1 and bought one ticket, on the unlikely chance that I'll actually win. I typically do this whenever the jackpot hits such a large amount that it makes the news.

  
  

  So if anyone has a request or topic suggestion, feel free. Otherwise, my future postings will be either scarce or mostly comprised of my pencil sketches.

  
  

  -=* Edit *=-

  
  

  Have you ever felt trapped? Not in the literal sense, but more like some kind of vague feeling in the back of your mind that some external force has guided you into your current situation from which you're finding it difficult to escape. I suppose my life isn't too horribly bad right now, but I have this vague feeling that keeps bothering me. I can't put a finger on exactly what it is, but it makes me feel uncomfortable and edgy. Maybe even paranoid. Perhaps I'm overreacting, but tend to put a lot of stock in my feelings and instinct, rather than in my intellectual reasonings. Meh, maybe it'll go away.

  • 6:25 pm
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